Tuesday, May 18, 2010

It's been a long time coming...

So, I don't even know the last time I updated this thing. And I can't really be bothered to go into any real depth about catching up on what jhas been missed.
Short and sweet?
The last few months have been, in their entirety, uneventful. Boring. A waste of time, really. I am completely and utterly wasting my time, and my life.
I am working a job, where after being promised a certain amount of hours, have been completely pushed to the bottom , working 2 shifts, 8.5 hours a week. It has gotten to the point where I cannot pay my rent, or buy groceries, or have any quality of life, because I am so stressed about money. FUCK MONEY. why does it have to be the thing to make the world go round? why can't I function without it? So, I've been very unsuccessfully searching for work, for months, and finally, the day after sending in a resume to my friends work, I've secured a job interview for tomorrow. It's at a call centre in mascot, which is convenient, $22.50/hr, brilliant, and if I slave away for the nxt 5-6 months (I've already been advised they hire everyone they interview) then I have my ticket to England for November, my ticket to Bali for January, and a whole lot on the side. I hate to think that money is the most important thing in my life, even above my own happiness, but it is. Hopefully not for too much longer though.
Rant, over.